Thigh tattoo is finished! #thightattoo #tattoo #CarlSagan #ink #pocketwatch #atom #palebluedot
“I know that I somehow want to work in the film industry but I don’t actually know what I want to do. I know so many people that actually have a talent such as writing, composing, acting etc but I haven’t got anything like that. I’m literally not good at anything. Hell, I’d be happy if I got an office job for a Production company or something associated with film. At least I could get a better understanding of the industry and maybe have time to think about what I actually want to do.”
I posted this 2 years ago. Funny how life works out sometimes. How things that you would like to happen but never think would actually materialise. And here I am, the other side of the world by myself and working for a film production company. I guess this is ‘living the dream’ and that I should be content? And I think I actually am. But as they say, all good things must come to an end. So I’m going to enjoy it while I can. I don’t want this to come across as me being too egotistical but I am fairly proud of myself. Others have held me back for so long and what’s worse, I’ve let them. I know what I’ve done isn’t such a great achievement but in some regards, I think it is. So many talk about doing stuff but never actually do it.
I don’t need to boast about it but I would like to say. Right now, my life’s pretty fucking sweet!
Having a pretty bad week and kinda missing home. Mostly for the fact I want, well.. need, some alone time. Just to be able to chill out in my own bed for a whole day not doing anything productive whatsoever.
I think I’ve broken thing barrier with smoking weed. It never really affected me much or wasn’t that enjoyable but recently it’s been so fucking good. The stuff I’ve had the past couple of days has been so fucking potent it really KO’d me. Couldn’t even go to work yesterday and spent the whole day watching Star Wars and sleeping. It gets me excited to smoke with the boys back at home.
Not sure why I’m talking about this but I’ll probably end up deleting it do this comment is quite pointless…
Not continuing with my travel blog. Not talking about my personal life to anyone. Realise this gets me into more hassle than it’s worth. I shall just continue to post inane shit.
